REAGAN. xv. entp. usa. astrophile. christian. writer.
i really like witches, nature, photography, and dean winchester
WATCHING
+ supernatural, s10
+ teen wolf, s01
+ once upon a time, s04
+ the walking dead, s05
READING
+ the holy bible
+ sterek fanfiction
WORKING ON
+ original novel
+ navi, ask, and intro pages
+ 8tracks playlists
aromate n. a platonic soulmate
prongs to my mooney
this is the previous blog of raiseddean, now being used as an archive.
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- Ginny Weasley who lost her best friend in the world when he went to Hogwarts, and waited a year to join him, only to find she had been replaced by Harry Potter and the smart girl who smiled at Ron like he confused her a little bit.
- Ginny Weasley who went through her first year alone except for her diary, which was a comfort at first and a horrific terror next.
- Ginny Weasley who went through horrible unspeakable things when she was eleven and nobody noticed.
- Ginny Weasley who carried a Horcrux for almost a year and managed to keep her head above the water despite the odds being stacked against her.
- Ginny Weasley who shouldered past this and was kind to people she thought deserved kindness and sharp tongued with a ready wand to people she thought didn’t.
- Ginny Weasley who had a chance to go to the Yule Ball with her hero and childhood crush, and went with Neville instead, because she saw the great in him before anybody else did, and wanted him to know he was worth it.
- Ginny Weasley who defended Luna and liked her for the things that others didn’t.
- Ginny Weasley who joined the D.A and fought even though she was a child, because it was the childrens war to fight.
- Ginny Weasley who punched a fifth year Ravenclaw in the jaw when he started talking about Harry being a fraud, because she might be over him, but somebody needed to defend the boy who was trying to defend everybody else.
- Ginny Weasley who loves all her brothers, but especially Fred and George, who make her laugh until she can’t breathe and take her seriously.
- Ginny Weasley who loves having Hermione come and stay over the summer, because it’s like having a sister, and god, she wants a sister so bad.
- Ginny Weasley who moved past her crush on Harry Potter and dated other boys while getting to know Harry and becoming his friend.
- Ginny Weasley who was amazing at Quidditch and a total jock, and Harry might have been the captain, but she knew quite a bit more about strategy then he did.
- Ginny Weasley who teaches him how to coach a team and get the players where they needed to be, and know where the other players are during a game while staying aware of the snitch.
- Ginny Weasley who led the D.A in Harry’s absence with Neville by her side, because they might not have been chosen ones but they could choose their own paths and they chose fighting in the resistance.
- Ginny Weasley who took the lashings and the burnt hands and horrible, horrible pain over telling where her brother and her friends were.
- Ginny Weasley who took care of the other kids, Slytherin or Hufflepuff or Ravenclaw, because suddenly houses didn’t matter anymore, when the Carrows were in charge.
- Ginny Weasley who wasn’t about to let Harry Potter to fight his war alone.
- Ginny Weasley who built him an army out of half starved, bruised students.
- Ginny Weasley who built an army for her brothers, and for Sirius Black and for Tonks who deserved to have a baby in a world without Voldemort. For her mother who didn’t get that, and for the little girl who wrote on the walls in blood and doesn’t remember her first year of school.
- Ginny Weasley who fights in the Final Battle and keeps fighting after Harry dies, because she knows him, and she sees something of him in everyone fighting and she is so furious, with these people who took her funny, lost, boy and snapped him in half, and she fights harder because he looks so fragile in Hagrid’s arms.
- Ginny Weasley who felt the hollow aching loss of Fred in her chest for the rest of her life.
- Ginny Weasley who loves Quidditch and cries the happy-kind-of-tears for the first time after Fred dies when she finds out she made the Holy Head Harpies.
- Ginny Weasley who falls back in love with Harry Potter. This time because he is broken and stitched back together in all the same ways she is, and they match in all the broken ways.
- Ginny Weasley who falls back in love with Harry Potter because they go together in all the good ways too, like how he makes her laugh in the mornings and the way she absent-mindedly slides his glasses up his nose when they fall crooked.
I used to be a little girl,
but one day they told you that
it wasn’t okay to be afraid of the dark.
I’m not quite sure exactly
the day that I wasn’t anymore,
maybe it was when i locked the door
in the florescent-lighted bathrooms
hoping no one could hear my breathing
because it was too loud
and it sounded too much like crying.
Where do you feel safe? my shrink asked me,
what I can’t answer is that you can’t feel
safe
anywhere,
because no place is safe.
one nanosecond you are taking a math test,
her pockets are heavy
with the weight
of the galaxies.
her eyes are heavier;
she of all people know
that all the stars
have to burn out eventually.
O Captain! my Captain! our fearful trip is done,
The ship has weather’d every rack, the prize we sought is won,
The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting,
While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring;
But O heart! heart! heart!
O the bleeding drops of red,
Where on the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.
O Captain! my Captain! rise up and hear the bells;
Rise up—for you the flag is flung—for you the bugle trills,
For you bouquets and ribbon’d wreaths—for you the shores a-crowding,
For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning;
Here Captain! dear father!
The arm beneath your head!
It is some dream that on the deck,
You’ve fallen cold and dead.
My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still,
My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will,
The ship is anchor’d safe and sound, its voyage closed and done,
From fearful trip the victor ship comes in with object won;
Exult O shores, and ring O bells!
But I with mournful tread,
Walk the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.

THE WRITER'S MIND: epic songs and instrumentals to play while writing
(listen)
01. silence is all you know - doctor who soundtrack, 02. the bridge of khazad dum - howard shore, 03. waiting for the hobbit - the hobbit soundtrack, 04. daniel in the den - bastille, 05. this is gospel acoustic - panic! at the disco, 06. hogwarts hymn - harry potter soundtrack, 07. blackheart - two steps from hell, 08. ghouls - we are scientists, 09. heart of courage - two steps from hell, 10. jurassic park theme - jurassic park soundtrack, 11. river flows in you - yiruma, 12. anya by the stars - kan r. gao, 13. all the time - barry manilow, 14. edge of night - lord of the rings soundtrack, 15. aggressive expansion - hans zimmer, 16. war - former vandal, 17. man of steel - hans zimmer, 18. he’s a pirate - taylor davis, 19. death of cedric - harry potter soundtrack, 20. this is gallifrey: our childhood, our home - murray gold, 21. gollum’s song - emilana torrini.
Six-Word Stories That Are Absolutely Heart-Breaking
![writing is discovering an instrumental playlist for writers
[listen]
01. leaving hogwarts - john williams, 02. shadows - lindsey stirling, 03. heart of courage - two steps from hell, 04. dumbledore’s farewell - nicholas hooper, 05. blackheart - two...](https://64.media.tumblr.com/51d90ad75442f978d56b97f5b2707885/tumblr_n96skyTjvL1shdweho1_400.jpg)
writing is discovering
an instrumental playlist for writers
[listen]
01. leaving hogwarts - john williams, 02. shadows - lindsey stirling, 03. heart of courage - two steps from hell, 04. dumbledore’s farewell - nicholas hooper, 05. blackheart - two steps from hell, 06. tennessee - hans zimmer, 07. hogwarts hymn - nicholas hooper, 08. i’ve seen hell - martin phillips, 09. can i come with you - murray gold & BBC national orchestra, 10. kisses and cake - john powell, 11. wolsey commits suicide - trevor morris, 12. doomsday - murray gold, 13. your hands are cold - jean-yves thibaudet & english chamber orchestra, 14. through the wardrobe - chris velasco, 15. horizon variations - max richter, 16. the notebook main title - aaron zigman, 17. life and death - michael giacchino, 18. cloud atlas finale - tom tykwer